Okay so we were in love. Me and J. Absolute head over heels in love. But you can't love someone who keeps screwing up, can you? You think, ok just one more chance, one more chance. But one turns into two, three, four, and five more chances. You would get so angry with me because i got mad at you when you didn't stick up for me. When someone said something that upset me, and YOU KNEW IT UPSET ME, you'd just sit there. As if no one said a word. You'd just sit there. Like the absolute jerk that you are. And then id get angry with you. YOU being my boyfriend and all i would expect to say something when some asshole called me a "whore" "slut" "bitch" but nope, shit didn't faze you. And that drove me up a wall. Trying to tell me, "Laura i can't always be there for you. I live in another town. I can't always stick up for you." No you know what J, YOU NEVER DID IN THE FIRST PLACE. You can't say that you can't do it because your not always with me. Because even when you are with me, you never did a single thing. And yeah telling me i should try and handle it on my own is stupid, because yes i stand up from myself, but whens its mostly your own fucking cousin, T, saying shit to me. I think the least you could do was telling him to cut the crap. And you still think what did you do wrong. How did you screw up. Oh you screwed up big time J.